I’m waiting for something but not sure what it is. My life is in limbo. There have been so many changes. I don’t feel like the same person anymore.
I remember who I was before the accident. I try but can’t reach that person or abilities anymore. Everyone changes over time but the sudden transition is confusing and a shock. It is much like the Polar Bear Plunge.
I often wonder if it would be easier not to remember my earlier self. Then I would be who I am without the ghost of my past self beckoning me.
So, I’m waiting: perhaps to discover who I am now and what I am able to do. I not sure what.